邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好

I am crying , and also smiling ....
Telling myself how good being alone .....

You wrote everything in your blog ,
I am going to envy your next boyfriend ,
You start to appreciate what people around you ...
Soon , you will also have someone new in your life ....

You asked for the ballet shoes ,
But I gave you more than a ballet shoes ...
Because I knew I can never give you more than that anymore , you leave me by saying thank you , you are happy with your shoes you have , but you are not sad to ask me how am I anymore ....

You mentioned , you appreciate all those things that a person will do in love , but I also realise when I read it , the things you wrote , is not almost , is totally all of them I did it before , but end up you let me go or leave me behind .

Right now , you know how to appreciate if someone gives you those you mention ... I am very sure , there won't be a person treat you like this , there will be a lot treat you the same thing once read what you have mentioned there .....

It will melt people heart by reading it ,
but it breaks my heart reading each of the sentence ....

It will be very soon , your going to drop in someone's heart ... Maybe you're already in someone's heart already ....

What I can do ? I cannot pray for it ,
because it will only hurt myself ...
I can feel my weakness , I never found my weakness in my life ,

You are my weakness , because I never love someone so deep in my life before .

我受不了
KahWai ....