Deep pain

Guys , thanks for concerning ,
From here , I tell everyone out there , cherish your love properly ,
I knew everything right now .....
I knew the reason you left me .....
I will never blame you , is all because of me ,
I never know how to keep you and your with someone new ....

Maybe you are right , everything is a joke ...
but for me , everything ain't a joke anymore .

I cannot believe this anymore , I shall put down now , must put down ...
Tell myself I have to put down ...

Monday , everything will be over , maybe my love to you isn't right anymore .
I hope you take care yourself very well because
I love you always , and always

My heart is now stopped .