Do you remember our memories ???

Let's start with the definition of ''OUR MEMORIES" . Memories between us , definitely the happiest thing I've never gone through in my life . I love the way we are LAME , we can just do the silliest things in the world . We've created too much memories together . Almost everything I do , there's something about you . I'm trying to study as much as I can to move you out of my mind , but I realise it wouldn't work .

Study ~
1 .I remember the first time I teach you maths , to me you are a very clever girl . It is so cute to see how stubborn you are to solve one of the graph-mathematical question . I am very happy to help you out to solve it .

2.You are studying half way and suddenly run to me and gave me a big kiss and hug , I cannot stop myself but to hug you as long as I can because I really love your cent , it doesn't matter you are too thin , but I really like it .

3.I act like Jay Chou in the movie "Bu neng shuo de mi mi" , drawing the marks on the table using liquid paper . The way I make you smile , makes me feel so happy and think of it for the whole day .

4.When I'm studying in KL , you rang me and cried , afraid you cannot do well in your PMR . Without hesitation , I go AirAsia web to search for the earliest flight I can go back for you according to my schedule . 3 hours flight , I just can't wait to see how are you . For sure , each time I'll give you suprises if i'm going back for you . I love the way you cry and hug me telling me that you miss me so much , with your school wearing attire , and the way I touch your hair and tell you that is me , is really me , you are not dreaming , I am here to help you out .

I tried another thing , I go for sports . I enrolled myself in a competition , halfway playing , I realise I can't even concentrate playing the game , you remind me everywhere , by that moment I can still feel you that you are next to me , but the fact is ... your not next to me anymore .

Sports ~
1.Badminton
Badminton is my favourite sport . I thought this will be a thing which will not remind me of you . When I am playing , I remember I played with you , you are so cute and lazy to hit the shuttle . You get frustrated when you miss the ball .

2.Swimming
You do not know how to swim , same to your brother and sister . 3 of you reminds me of how you guys swim , is really funny and memorable , I remember I hug you inside the pool , I can still feel very warm eventhough the water is so cold . I remember that you were hugging me from behind , and I swim all the way to the end with you from my back . It doesn't matter how much energy I used , I will never let you go without me to the end .

3.Jogging
I jog over here with my Ipod , I just jog all the way without looking on the ground , jog and jog until I fall down , but your not here to lift me up , I have to lift myself up with tears . I remember when we are jogging together last time , you feel very tired and your leg is in pain , without any hesitation , I carry you all the way to go home , on the way , I am smiling also worrying . I am smiling is because I am happy for myself because I trust that I can carry you for the rest of your life , and on the other hand , I am worry for your health , you are a very weak person . I hope you will do regular exercise , to keep yourself healthy for the rest of your life .

After all , I just cannot put down everything between me and you . I know the memories to you , everything is distinguished . But I will cherish every part of it , I've asked you do you remember our memories ? You told me that it is just bitter and sweet , but is so much different from me , if you ask me the same question , I have to tell you that it takes me time to say everything to you . Everyone telling me that , it is a waste of time being with you , but I can just let everyone know , being with you , every minute , every second , it counts as a valuable lovely moment being with you . I will never mention I love you too you , is because being in love with you is more than the 3 words .

If you ask me do I still like you , I will tell you I do not like you but I love you .
If you ask me will I die for you , I will tell you I will not die for you is because I need to take care of you for the rest of my life .
If you ask me whether I will share everything for you , I will tell you I will never share but to give you everything I have .

But

If you ask me to leave you , I will have nothing to tell , but to wish you all the best , in everything ... I am still so worry for you , eventhough you told me that you are a big girl right now , but without me , I feel so worry for you , I am afraid to see you holding someone's shoulder . Because I don't feel like losing you , but everything just have to move on . All the best , you will always stay right next to me , keeping my heart calm and warm ....