Tears ....

Each time when I write this blog , I will be tearing all the moment ...

I am torturing myself , to here and there ...

I don't want to ask about this anymore ,
1 . Do you still care about me ?
2 . Do you still have feel for me ?
3 . Do you still remember our memories ?
4 . Do you know how pain am I ?
5 . Why you want to leave me ?
6 . Why do you have to avoid me ?
7 . Why is things important for you more than me ?

After all , what I sacrifice , what I do , I can't really describe with words anymore ...
I know you're with someone new , it hurts me deeply because I'm going to see you soon too ...
Everything will be over next Monday ....
Me and you , you are right , nothing special anymore at all for you ....
I know , reasons you gave me is just too obvious ...
I know you are there , I don't want to say but I know you are always there ,
but you are just chatting with someone else , and avoid my questions and everything .

You are the reason why my heart is so Pure and also why my heart is broken .
I'm once holding a heart and you shattered my heart everywhere ,
When I am trying to find pieces of my heart and puzzle it together ,
once again you messed it up .
My heart will never recover into a love shape ,
but pieces of my heart will always beats around ....